Sick as a dog. 94.

I've been binging/purging nonstop despite my sore throat, fatigue, stuffy nose, etc, etc. My mom hates me. I don't know if I love Tony anymore. I'm talking with this other kid. I'm being indecisive and stagnating in this stupid phase of my life. I want to go to Korea and train my ass off. I want to get into college. What do I want? What is it, Frances??